乐来越疯~疯理想

一个人的时候就是唱唱歌和“拼命地上网“~超级米虫！

今天要分享一下我最近爱听的歌~有超多的呢！

年尾就爱上了和我同姓的歌手--登登登！蔡旻佑啦~

[寂寞，好了] 这张专辑满多好听的歌，几乎全部我都爱！

林宇中和林宥嘉 也有发专辑，也有听啦~

寂寞 好了

这首歌在他发布后我就很常听，

简直听到烂，听到慧忆都觉得是我的歌！哈哈~

不过是真的很有感觉一下的！

很符合我这个爱搞“孤僻“的人听~

“拼命的上网 闷坏的胸口让我 想大声的呐喊

我努力不放 你冷淡 你让分手就这样 我连做梦也感觉受伤“

第二首就是听“我的宝贝“啦~但是没有它的mv,

反而这首就比较活泼，反差很大一下~

对我来说，心情不好也可以听，当然~会prefer 悲歌！

你看不到的天空

“我在你看不到的天空，看着灿烂的烟花，这城市孤单的人只有我”

我电话的caller ringtone~ 在孤单时唱的特别有感觉！

人是不该这样自怨自艾的，但是过度期就让我emo一下啦！

再推荐：“走“，“爱是对的“和“日蚀“ ~ 全部都给 4颗星！

分享一下歌词~ ;]

“走“ - 走 可不可以你不要走 爱怎么说散就散了 告诉我 你不会舍得

“爱是对的“ - ByeBye寂寞 ByeBye无奈

拥抱的温暖 让悲伤的一切 闪开 对了有你 对了有我

“日蚀“ - 被你留下的温柔 侵蚀成伤口 没方法缝合

你纯真为谁变了 为什么终于你走进我天空 却失色

林宇中 - 7天追到你

若不是我老板一直说这首歌，我也不知道林宇中出新歌+自选集~

里头有5首新歌~ “7天追到你“，“活到100岁“，“轻轻“，“不转木马“和“案发现场“

林宇中还是老样子的创作，总是以独特的形容、比喻放进他的歌里。

活到100岁

“二十岁牵错的手 三十岁牵一条狗 六十岁牵拐杖独自过

人说对的人总会在下一个路口 是对是错还不是分两头“

有时真的很佩服他的歌真的写得很贴切~

“越长大之後 真心越是缺货 爱到老变成过时的口号 所以我们都寂寞“

再推荐“轻轻“和“案发现场“ 4颗星

分享一下：“轻轻“ 这首歌是我在失恋那段时间听的~

“深深的爱 轻轻忘不了“ 真的唱进心坎里，一段感情的结束总需要时间去冲谈。

“案发现场“ - 这首歌是说男朋友发现了女朋友出轨，却最后还是“销案“了

"不安 让你频频露出破绽 是罪犯 自然流露着罪恶感

我知道迟早要将你拆穿 可是又不舍得拱手让给他"

林宥嘉 - 说谎

其实不是很明白他的mv在演什么哦！

不过还是那句~ 好听！是他恩师施人诚写的词

特别喜欢这段 -- “是有过几个不错对象 说起来并不寂寞孤单

可能我浪荡 让人家不安 才会 结果都阵亡“

这首歌收录在他的第2张专辑“感官世界“里，

是我觉得最好听的，再来就是“感同身受“咯~

其他的，觉得不怎样 :p

梁文音 - 可以不爱了

应该是首旧歌，但是最近在tvbs 都看到听到，所以才去听的。

戴佩妮的词曲。是很有她的风格~很想听听若是她唱会是怎样的~

“我可以不爱了，但你却不舍得“ 是多么讽刺的感觉！

李玛丽觉得一段感情最痛苦就是在你花了很长的时间放弃他，但他却回头了！

什么是最难过的？已逝去的感情、痛苦，对我来说，已经没有什么值得是“最难过“

只有在结束一段感情的那一段的过渡期是超难熬！

Extra Sharing

今天一个人吃晚饭，头脑闪过了很多想法！

也许是过渡期，总是在为自己打算（是好事！），

难得2010年的今天！我会想一些未来的事~

想要

1. 去外国（欧洲）闯闯，要学学“几“门手艺，充实自己！

2. 但是毕竟自己是念account的，我想再怎么不喜欢，

我也要好好去找份account的工作在基础上再搭上钢骨水泥！

3. 我要努力赚钱！希望5年内可以赚到钱，带爸爸妈妈出国旅行~

4. 还有，想要在沙巴开“汽车旅馆“ 哈哈哈哈~ 每一间房间都有一个的主题，

让顾客享受到不同的感官与“刺激“~

5. Take Over Pizza Hut!! 有好吃的recipe，却没有好的management，

常常缺货又bad customer service! 虽然说再怎么差还是有人去吃，

不过这样怎么会进步？！对不对~

心中那把火可要好好地烧！可不能熄灭~

所以~我的麻吉们啊，请记得对我“加油添醋“~

最后总结：蔡杰琪！你没有男人不会死的！哈哈哈~

.end.

不经一事，不长一智

2009年又要结束了

来个回顾？

过的这样 那样 又怎样

还是停滞在以往的无知

2010年踏入了“十”字

年龄也长了一岁

希望明年脑袋思考方位也能宽阔点

在今年结束前，幸好有几件事能好好的记载：

1 “快毕业”

Degree生涯随着thesis的开始即将踏入句点，担心日后找不到工作！

2 头发长了 。

终于忍着不剪，摆脱“短发”族，向“长发”美女前进！

3 学车，考车牌 。

从17岁懒到现在~终于21岁决定要考了~

4 喝酒宿醉。

第一次感受到宿醉的痛苦，折磨了我一天，真的超难熬！

5 交了2个男朋友

今年的没有任何一个节日是和他们过的，

以为今年的最后一天能够和男朋友过，

但是。还是落空了！

一段感情的开始与结束，都需要勇气，

只能说，本人的缘分未到，2010年再加油！

其实还有很多可以分享，

但是本人懒~

总结，

不经一事，不长一智；

凡事都有因果，要在经验中体会其中的甜酸苦辣，

这样自己才得以成长！

我是怎么了

连打一篇要发泄的文章我都可以犹豫那么久

一直删除又打字，过后再删除。。

我的脑袋真的空了吗？

只知道自己不开心、难过，却说不出来什么原因

也不知要打些什么。。

真的只有用哭来发泄心中的压力吗？

我。。不了解自己吗？

那你呢，你觉得我是怎么了？

Im not happy

Im not happy

明白“快乐是自找的”这道理

但是，此时此刻真的开心不起来

但愿能像这首歌一样

“我的快乐 会回来的”

My driving license 1

In the holiday,

Finally I decided to take my driving license!

1st, have to study this book~

is do the exercise inside :)

attend the 5hours class alone (mean I've no fren accompany)

I keep fishing in the class, its normal! haha~

and today, I go take the exam at Sipitang.

Before the day, I've done the 500Q in the exercise book for 2times,

Did few times of Trial test in computer.

and then....

here is my result:

48/50!!!

I was shock! hahaha~

coz in the real test, I hv few questions that not sure about the answer,

I am aim for pass, but get 48 out of 50, I was so happy :)

so now~ the next will be proceed to Bengkel class

getting closer to my driving license! hoho!~

三心两意

三心两意

是因为每次顾虑的太多吗？

有时候又会讲出一些不经大脑的话，

到底我要怎样？

当被人发现的缺点，

自己好难过，不是生气对方的批评，

只是怪自己做的不好！

忽然觉得自己很常为别人的观点而难过，

反省久了变成没有主见。

什么是我想要的？

总在失去时才会想到要挽救

我害怕失去更怕原来我不是那么的好！

For my friends that doing Thesis

Found this Journal in term of poem, really surprising!

so I decide to share :)

This poem is a reflection of the processes and associated emotions early career academic researchers may experience in preparing, presenting and publishing their research. (Bowrey, 2008)

The New Researcher by Graham Bowrey

Part 1 – The start

What to write,

When to write

No topic or time

Seems quite right

Ask the experienced

Those who have published

They must know how

For they are the Researched

Select a topic

Something specific

Think of a question

One which will stick

It is chosen

The selection is frozen

This will break new ground!

Ideas stream by the dozen

The Researched were floored –

“The audience will be bored!

It has been done to death

This will not strike a chord”

Back to the beginning

The topics are thinning

A new selection is made

Will the Researched be willing?

With trepidation

And heavy anticipation

The Researched review –

This topic will be the exception

Part 2 – The writing

Put pen to paper

Do it now, not later

Much angst is created

The waste would fill a crater!

First draft done

Time for some sun

The Researched edit

Waiting is not fun

Comments are back

Good news, it’s on track

Methodology needs work

But not much more than that

Second draft complete

The package looks neat

The Researched are confident

The paper will compete

Part 3 – The submission

Click and send

Via some Ethernet bend

The paper has gone

Now for relationships to mend

Waiting again

Nerves begin

Why so anxious?

Failure is not a sin

Two months later

Time does not matter

With bated breath

The response is

What!!

Is he a complete twat?

Needs more rigour?!

Is he sane or not?

The Researched console

It’s nothing personal

It’s not rejected

Just needs more soul

Stew and sulk for a while

Add it to the growing pile

Give it two weeks they say

Try not to spit more bile

Two weeks later

Feel much better

Maybe he did make sense.

Work on improving rigour

The Researched review

Changes give a better view

Resubmit

The paper looks new

Patience is again tested

Response received

What does it say?

Accepted!!

Part 4 – The presentation

Arrive at hotel

I’m only new but no-one can tell

Dressed in this suit

I look like I am here to sell

Attend opening address

I feel like a mess

I’m scheduled to present

In two hours, no less

Nerves kick in

Would a drink be a sin?

I’ll mumble anyway

No, be a man, take it on the chin

Five minutes to go

Time is moving so slow –

Sweating profusely

If I stumble will anyone know?

No stumbling or stammering

No blank pause or mumbling

It went quite smoothly

Even the Chair was charming

Back in the audience

What an experience!

I feel quite elated

Happy with clear conscience

Conference dinner tonight

Wine to drink and nibbles to bite

Everyone looks so relaxed

I’ll behave, I just might

Closing address given

Toasts begin with drinks risen

Food is a delight

Company is from heaven

This has been exciting

Thinking and writing

I’ll do it again

But this time with less whining

adapted from Bowrey, G. 2008, "The New Researcher," Accounting, Auditing & Accountability Journal, 21(8), 1212-1215.

I Love My Spec

［我的自拍照］

版权所有

copy right © 2009

配了新眼镜　tooinch 2"

这牌子的眼镜渐渐消失在市场上了

这是我在眼镜店看见的最后一副

why I want to buy a new one?

Just wanna have one more spec lor

( influence by YaoYao :D)

I've been scold by my bro since I brought this spec

coz he say Im so wasting money :(

Yaho. I was thinking,

Why I don use the Rm250 to buy a pair of NikeShoes?

But buy a New spec? Nike Shoes or Spec?

so now I've three pair of spec :)

Purple:Pink:Maroon Black

Actually I seldom wear my spec, coz it really ma fan :p

I just wear when I go school, when I cant wear contact lens.

Eye Doctor advise me to wear frequently,

so that My eyes wont... forget liao what he said! hahahaha~

Now my degree is increasing every year,

175° and 150° I think it was still ok la :)

but now, i'll always wear my new spec.

coz NEW ma! hahahaha

© I Love My Spec ©

Im Malaysian

I'm Malaysian :)

"Kau Malay ka Cina?"

I wonder why recently so many people ask me this =="

am I really looks like a Malay?

Because my skin color? Or my big eyes? hahahaha~

well sometime It is so sick of answering this question,

yet, I still feel funny when people ask me like that!

"Kamu Sino ka Malay?" "Opps sorry,我以为你是马来人！"

I can say it proudly, actually My Chinese is not bad ya,

and Bahasa Melayu is always FAIL , hahahahaha~

With the ideal of 1Malaysia,

Next time I should answer them "I AM MALAYSIAN"

but not "Pure Chinese" hehehe~

People tend to determine your race base on your skin color? appearance?

But a Malay then only speaks Melayu and English?

People's 1st perception always take place,

In west Malaysia have many Indian can speak proper Chinese!

My friends and I also meet alots Non-Chinese that can speak and listen Chinese~

thus, dear customers and people! "Darker skin doesn't mean Malays"

well ,this require further discussion and research (some more journal support xD),

No time to think this now :p at least I am not as my blog title being "discriminate"!

会长大的幸福

忽然想念他唱着这首歌的声音

好想见他！><"

可是若见到他

我又会莫名的害羞！