;)

You: "Why You like Green Tea ?"

Me: "Sorry! I just dont like Red Tea!"

My Samsung Star WiFi ;)

Finally I bought my new mobile phone - Samsung Star WiFi :)

First I want to express my gratitude to my parents especially my dad ^^

I know Im a naughty and dumb daughter that always ask $$ from dad~

I had ask money from my parent in order to buy the new handphone as my 22yrs old birthday present, what a good reason ^^

hesitate for almost 1months, from samsung monte to nokia..sony..

lastly, I still choose for my initial choice since last year - Samsung Star, upgrade version ;) WiFi

It is in Pink Color~ I was attracted by its color :)

actually this handphone was in market for almost 1year,

therefore, so hard to find it. but 皇天不负苦心人～

Lastly still found it and grab it at RM670 at center

IT IS LAST ONE! how lucky am I :DD some more is PINK~~

It fulfill all my need, touch screen~ easy to use~ WiFi,

no 3g..is ok~ Im not interest on it since Im rarely need that thing~

got the stylus (the pen to touch the screen)

I thought message ringtone cant be real music,

wow~ surprisingly, It can~ nahnahana~ XD

good good ^^ Im getting fun with it

hope it can accompany me forever~ wow

boleh ka tu? hahahaha

well~ finish talk about the pros, here the cons:

1. RM670 does not include memory card, so I hv to buy personally ;(

2. battery was made in korea and finish in China!

i wish it can use life long and not after warranty then say Bye-bye!

I'll take good care of it~ coz I really love Samsung mobile phone,

even there is so much people not support me to buy it :p

well .. I only can say,,,

"This Is My Samsung Star, not yours!"

hahahhaha

Off Day

August 3

today is my off day,

i went to Karamunsing with my cousin

then....

I've my second blood donation in my life!!

Just walk into Karamunsing,

then find out there is a Blood Donation Champaign~

Yaaa~ Im just so so so much Love to donate my blood XD

it will brighten my day, really!

I'll be so happy if Im able to donate~

(my weight is 52Kg, luckily not so fat :P )

QE always out of blood, I think my A+ blood is rare,

so I should donate when Im in good condition ;]

never be stingy when you able to do something~

Just use up 20min :) then you might save 1ppl~

this is the simple thing, but many ppl refuse to do that!

I really dono why! not bcoz they're unhealthy,

but they scare "PAIN" really oh my gosh!!

the 2nd thing I do in my off day is go to watch movie~

FINALLY!

I really how long its been I step into cinema

since my friends start working,

since I start work 12hours per day,

I've missed out so many movies :(

"Inception" is strongly recommend by my cousin,

so take time to watch this movie.

It is about a create a Dream and to control your conscious

to tell us about your secret~

forgive that my english is not good enough,

so I cant write out in a proper explanation :p

well the film was 2hours 20min,

I cant go to pee coz I don wan to miss out any scene of it! XD

and something I inspire from this movie,

"You should kill yourself in order to get back to the reality from dream"

In the past few months, I always dream the same dream,

is about me and HIM.

I know that my mind still cant forget anything about him,

so it was quite often he shows up in my dream,

sometime I quite hate when I wake up,

and just realize it just a DREAM x(

but yet is fact! he has Girlfriend now!!

I should not always put him in my mind!

I should pull myself to get back to the reality!

because we all dead in this relationship!

so I wish tonight, I wont dream anymore about him~

流着泪写的一篇

接到了慧忆姑姑的来电 慧忆要我帮她买帽子

因为她因为严重脱发 所以医生需要她剃光头

这是之前我们都会想到的问题

可是听她一说， 眼睛还是不禁盈满了泪水

真的觉得好心酸！

因为我有工作 又没有车 所以很不方便

不能随时要去哪就去哪 因为在Servay找不到帽子

打算找朋友帮忙买。。

但 原来我根本没有可以帮我忙的朋友

我真的不知该找谁 发生什么事 都是找我弟

我的生活圈子真的很小 很小 小到我自己也不知道我活着的意义！

前天我去看她，却什么也帮不到她，只能默默在旁边看着她

她的左手已经被针插到肿了 根本很难动 现在点滴只能插右手

但是又很难找到血管只好插小的点滴 换的次数增加

她根本有时候真的不能好好休息

目前可以吃熟的食物 可是有时吃了又会呕出来 等于没吃

抵抗力一直没有恢复 所以医生也不鼓励太多朋友和亲戚来探望她

怕她会细菌感染 那时真的很糟糕

她的病情很反复 真的很担心她熬不过来

但 我宁愿相信大家的祈祷会为她带来奇迹

她一定会好起来的！！

大家 一定要为她祈祷 让她赶快脱离病魔的魔掌~

不予置评

他说过 我很固执

因为我觉得我有我的坚持

我的脾气不好 但是他的态度也不好

对不起 我配合不了你！

我还是有我生气的权力

今天被他嘀咕了一句 “你是不是学account的哦！”

因为我不是很熟悉他们的算账方式，

我知道他是直话直说 但是我还是有点在意

他的质疑 让我觉得我之前念的都白费了！

头脑没有那么灵活 原来是会被人看扁的！

这份的苦差 我努力在做的更好 因为每天都是学习的机会

人际关系 金钱 货物管理 都是看似简单 却不容易的差事

面对他 自己的心情总是被牵动 很容易发脾气

倔强的性格全跑出来 真的控制不了自己的坏脾气！

发现自己在发脾气时 就是沉默不语

所以 对你的评论 漫骂 我不予置评！

累极了

真的很累 连续站了一个礼拜 小腿都肿了=（
选择帮我老板是因为我不忍心看他的档口没有人帮手
可是却苦了自己 脚真的很酸痛 然后手又被油喷到
这份人情 真是很难得 我希望能够得到好薪水
还有，一个礼拜了都没有好好吃一顿， 好想放假回家吃饭哦！
每天工作时间超过12个小时 铁人都会倒吧！
还有常常要看见他和她 这是我之前没有想过的
真是难受 伤痕累累！

插播：
生日快到了 可是已经没有什么感觉了 有朋友的祝福就好了~
唯一有感觉的是 有借口可以向爸妈要求我要换新电话~
用着弟弟的旧电话 真是不知发什么神经，
一会儿开机不了 一会儿充满电，不到一下子又阵亡了
所以 我要买赵又廷代言的新手机~哈哈哈哈！

Im back!

wow I know that I'll back to UncleBob
when I quit there for ridiculous but reasonable excuse. XD
Many people was not agree with my decision,
"hey Girl, you're a Degree Holder, why work at Ub? "
You might think that I wanna work there,because of HIM.
well well well I can tell you. part of it.
Coz I wanna face him, although it may hurt!

then, my boss have special ability or magic?
When he asks me to help him.. dono y
my brain automatic will send me a msg -
"help la..he so pity, workers always resign"
hahaha~ if my boss read this, probably will sack me!

so, my 12hours working life gonna start soon,
and I will back home with the smoke, so called "Smell Ub" XD
This is the low-salary job but with alot challenge,
you might wonder why I wanna choose this job,
I can only say that "I love this job, sometime~~~" hahahaha~
anyway. if any better job offer, please do let me know :)
I'll consider it. and work at Ub will be temporary but it is uncertainty!

刻骨铭心

今年是阿比的二十一岁生日~
其实从去年我就在想给她这份生日礼物
今年兑现了我的承诺
可是 我却感到很不安
看见她用力地抓着自己的手 眼泪不停地流
那时我真的很后悔自己的建议
好像给的不是快乐 而是恶梦的开始
日后她要面对世俗的眼光 父母的责备
单纯的生日礼物也许会变成大家谴责的对象

不得承认 tattoo 真的不是一件容易的事

在这里我想对阿比说

“生日快乐”

但是也要说声对不起
若日后给你带来任何麻烦 希望你能释怀我的决定

还有在刺青的过程中 有一句忽然闪入我的脑海
“叛逆也会痛”
这句话是联想到那些在真值叛逆期的青少年
为了反抗父母而做的种种 其实是很痛的
所以父母和孩子的心痛都是难以比较的！
不过家庭教育真的很影响一个人的心灵成长~

=end=

原来离开也需要勇气

This is the Place to share my life
but not letting whole world to know about this :P
you know facebook are like Nokia "connecting people"
but sometime it was too OVER!

June 23 2:15am Im still awake! ba whatz wrong?
this is so call NO LIFE! no motivation, no target, no force!

I am still considering "Stay or Leave"
Stay in KK or Leave to Singapore
写回华语 本小姐的英文不灵光~
没有目标 就会这样容易被左右
也不完全是~ 因为never try never know~
很想去新加坡看看试下那里的工作
单身无牵挂 学业已结束 工作没着落
应该给自己一个机会去explore 这个世界！

可是 原来离开也需要勇气
选择去新加坡工作就很难回来了 :(
居家型的我 哈哈哈 会超想家的 ;)
窝在这个小小的岛那么久了 真的愿意离开吗？

当然亲戚朋友都有不同的见解，
有些说“新加坡好啊，又有你表姐在那里”
有些说“新加坡薪水高啊，工作机会多”
有些说“他们适合的不见得你会适合”
有的又说“趁年轻去chuang(找不到这个字==）嘛”
有支持的，有反对的...

之前做过人生中大的决定，比如：
中学选择来亚庇念崇正，认识了一大班好朋友-得~
却渐渐失去了小学朋友和在保佛生活的时间。
原本念college时要去KL的，可是我选择了留下来，
在一个小地方念Degree，也认识了不少朋友-是得是失，
都不重要了 因为都是往事了 不是吗？

结束“小孩”的读书生涯，即将踏如这五光十色的“大人”世界
真的要经历一段过渡期 模糊期 量地期
只能说我是个幸福的小孩 还有爸妈给钱我用:(
所以浪费了很多时间 都无所谓 反正还是有钱用 （大逆不道）
但好笑的是，好多人都叫我 继续relax下去~哈哈哈
出来工作了真的没有机会玩了！

左右为难啊！


分享一下我的短发，应该很多人没有看过我剪短后的照片

In the June things

June 16 back to KK again
I went to INTI to get my result, It is B ;)
maybe I dint set too high expectation on my result,
so I was so happy when I know it is B
THESIS is the last piece of work in my Degree journey,
Truly, Im glad that we can do this kinda work before we graduate,
It would help us in future somehow.
I think you'll agree with me if you did the bloody work too ;)

June 10 I earn another achievement in my life
- Passed JPJ test, finally I get my driving license before 22years old :D
The examiner was quite evil! scold me and give me FULL marks! LOL
well, at the time I was really accepted the fact that I fail =="
I was so shocked when I get the result is 20/20
quite surprising since My tutor is most worried about me,
I was pretty lousy and dangerous when Im practicing driving.
Is this my luck? I get 48/50 in the computer test, 20/20 in JPJ test.
Quite funky :P well~ Now i gonna worry about the real experience in the road
especially in the busy city KK, I can recognize the road,
but how to drive.. it is another challenge for me.

Hey friends, Did U realize that I was less update my photos?!
hahaha the SS queen is gone, I guess so~
I was getting fatter and dono why I can be DARKER even I just stay in home most the time =="
trying on anything that can brighten my skin hahaha
muz get ready before I get new boyfriends :D

happy June 2010 ~*